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First session ends tomorrow, new campers come on Sunday, and all I can think about is Israel. Reading the news online, wishing that I was there. Why is that I hear about these "acts of war" and I want to be right in the thick of things? Why is it that right now my heart hurts so bad, feeling like there's nothing I can do to help, and minimally wanting to physically just be there? And why is that with all these strong feelings, I still haven't brought myself to make Aliyah?

I've been thinking so much lately about life, my career path, everything. Trying to figure things out, and figure out the answer to that trite "what should I do with my life" question. So far all I have is questions, no answers. Keep working? Travel? School? Something else? I turned 26 yesterday, and in some ways I feel more lost than I ever have. At what point does it get easy? At what point do I get to have it all figured out? And what right do I have to worry about myself when there are so many horrible things going on in the world?

My thoughts and prayers are with Israel in her hour of need...